1. Night

As the moon sinks into my veins I will sail across the scorched sky tonight, and I´ll leave all my good friends behind, asking them for their forgiveness for leaving them without much thought on this beautiful flareing day. But I´ll tell them not to worry, I´ll be just fine forgetting about you, I won´t need anything but this moon spotlighting my way across this summer sky, my heart as my compass leading me towards happyness.

And perhaps I´ll be cought in a lighting storm that will wreck my vessel. I´ll free-fall down to your house, and land right in front of you, so you see the mess you´ve caused, so you see that I´ll be just fine forgetting about you, I won´t need anything but this moon spotlighting my way across this southern sky, my heart as my compass leading me towards happyness. And if you don´t mind we´ll say goodbye forever, and never hold on to every chance we had. It sounds like I´m happy now, it sounds like I´m happy . I think I´m seeing ten thousand seagulls flying towards my arms. I think I´m seeing ten thousand flames scorching my face beyond recognition. And as the moon sinks into my veins I will sail across the scorched skies tonight, and I´ll leave all my best friends behind on this beautiful flareing day.

2. Down to earth

Never too much, never too serious. Quit wasting time, tell me straight to my face, look me in the eye set me straight to my face. Don´t even try to lie, I saw you there, I saw you there. Is this a happy enough face to con you into believing that everything's forgiven? Don't ever forget that I saw you there. Don't lie. Don't lie.

Never a wrinkle, never a minute late, well I shouldn´t have any proof, except for your lips, I don´t feel them mine anymore. Don´t lie, they were never mine to begin with. But it´s this burning scent that´s keeping me awake tonight, like incense was sawn on my stupid grin, and it´s burning me alive. And I wish I could get a night´s worth sleep, but I can´t, it´s just too hard.

3. Yours to play with

Can´t you see I´m bleeding here? And all of the sudden I´m self contious of my bruises. What would it take for your to notice that I´m breaking in two? There´s nothing to do, I´ve been shattered before; I´ve been broken before. But your silence makes it awkward, like a misplaced comma.

The places that you go to, I can´t picture them at all. I am just your toy. I am yours to play with. But your silence grinds me, like a chainsaw grinding my teeth. But your silence makes me awkward, like a blow torch scorching my face. And your silence breaks me, like scissors through my eyes. But your silence makes it awkward like a fishing hook in the roof of my mouth.

1. Go!

Leave. Go. Don´t tell me what you think I should have done. It´s not fun to wait around for you to tell me (Go). Is this what you wanted from me? Sometimes I just can´t see cause when you treat me like you do it seems I´m still in love with you. What makes you be the way you are? Sometimes you seem so beautiful but at the time you should just go.

Leave. Don´t tell me what you think I should have done. It´s not much fun anymore. Say what? Are you talking to me? Your words i just won´t hear. Don´t act so sad, don´t act confused cause you know what I don´t like you. What makes you be the way you are? Once you seemed so beautiful but at the time you seem so... I used to think you´d be the one who´d give me all the answers to all my stupid questions. And now I think you should just leave. Go. Don´t tell me what you think I should have done. It´s not much fun anymore.

Leave. Go. Don´t tell me what you think. So please don´t get down on your knees. Don´t pull your stupid tricks. Don´t try to touch me like you do cause I´m just not in the mood. What makes you be the way you are? Once you seemed so beautiful but at the time you seem so... I used to think you´d be the one who´d give me all the answers to all my stupid questions. And now I think you should just leave. Go. Don´t tell me what you think I should have done. (You fuckin´ whore).

2. Laughing at the stars

Well, I don´t know what else to do on this mildly enjoyable night, but maybe staring at the moon for 2 hours will bring back the taste of your mouth pressed against my fore arm, sharing the most beautiful silence. And I´ll be laughing at the stars ´til morning, mocking them for having to deal with you every 12 hours, when I only have to see you twice every 8 months.

I hope they fall appart, ´cause right now I´m hating nights all together. Nothing matters to me anymore, I just want to hear you say that you´ll miss me. And I´ll be laughing at the stars ´til morning, mocking them for having to deal with you every 12 hours, when I only have to see you twice every 8 months.

´Cause there´s nothing we can do to build a friendship from the ground up, all we can do is sit here, cussing the night, and hoping it´ll all fall appart soon, when I hear you say that the twilight´s burning you.

(Is it something that I´m missing? Like I´m lacking some green eyes. Forget these past 10 years, ´cause I´m moving on)

3. Turn on me

Hello, I don´t know why I´m calling you tonight. I thought things could be different somehow, now I know why you left me. A hole in the left side of my chest, where my heart used to be. Was it you who took my heart away?, but you see that´s ok, it´s just not working properly anymore. You never said life could turn on me, it turned around and beat the living crap out of me. You always told me "time will heal all those open wounds in your heart". I must confess I miss you so, I´m dying in this bed, and everyday I call out your name hoping my heart will fall right into its place. Why won´t you come? I´m dying.

Have you heard by now? I´m not quite working out this far away from you. Is it time yet for me to hang up? I´m not done complaining. You never said life could turn on me, it turned around and beat the living crap out of me. You always told me "time will heal all those open wounds in your heart". Your heart doesn´t always work the way I want it to, so fuck your heart... so fuck your heart.

4. Beneath

I can´t forget to look at myself in the mirror and laugh at my face. It´s so appealing, so complete with nose and lips and eyes and wrinkles. Under my skin, beneath my eyes, something´s trembling. Something´s shaking. I seem to keep going into hell and back again. It seems I lost my chance. The cold, bittersweet taste. The moist palms of my hands. It all could just fade away if she called out my name. All of my plans, all of my senses, all of my friends. They´d just fall off my hands, if she needs me again. They should just fall off my hands. She´s beneath everything.

The smell in my room. The books I´m reading. The pictures I keep. The films I´m seeing. The songs I´ve written. The words I´m singing. The faces I see. The places I´ve been. I seem to keep tasting her skin every time I cry. Every time I pray. The cold, bittersweet taste. The moist palms of my hands. It all could just fade away if she called out my name. All of my plans, all of my senses, all of my friends. They´d just fall off my hands, if she needs me again. They should just fall off my hands. She´s beneath everything.

5. Where have all your friends gone?

Just look at this fucking ugly sky, not a star is burning tonight. This must be how you´re feeling, but now that you´re here with me, tell me, where have all your friends gone? No one´s showing up, you´ve been ripped appart, died the floor red. I know just how you´re feeling, no matter how cool it may seem, you can´t keep on bleeding. And I know how you feel, how you cry, how you change your mind and think it´s over, and you feel like you´re dying, man don´t waste your life ´cause it´s not over.

And I know how you feel, how you cry, how you hit rock bottom and pretend it´s over, and you feel like you´re dying, man don´t waste your life ´cause it´s not over.

I know it´s hard but you need some time, you just need some peace of mind. Man life sometimes can kick you in the balls and in the ass.

6. Die...

Now that you´re not here, I can´t see straight anymore, so tell me, do you want to give us another chance? ´Cause I don´t. Nothing´s worth this hell you´ve put me through, so fuck you and all those games you play, ´cause I won´t play them anymore. I´m sick of trying, I´m growing tired of you, so please just die, you´ll make my day.

And time is taking you anywhere but here, I guess I should be thankful, wanted you a world away, but I´m not. Pain´s not something I should give thanks for, ´cause it seems I just can´t win with you, so just slam the door on me, and don´t look back, ´cause I´m not even worth turning around. I´m jackshit, that´s all I´ll ever be.

´Cause now that you´re not here, I hope your lungs collapse, it might sound inmature, but I hope you can hardly breathe, ´cause I sure can´t.

I´m tired of you having this power over me. Your lack of feelings comes naturally. I´m trying to find the best way to express your bullshit through this song... should´ve written it in a fucking "T - scale".

7. Anonymous

Oh my God, you have the best phone-skills ever, no one ever told me they wanted to be just friends without shedding a tear. I guess you tried to avoid those words girls say, but I overheard you whispering to yourself: "Fuck off Rafael".

You know what? I have my friends, they told me I´d feel this way, that I should just let you go, but I really like you, I just fucking like you, I can´t help it but I do, I just fucking like you. You can keep up pronouncing your friend speech on the phone, I´m gone, talk to the dial tone. I´m off by myself tonight, I´m sorry if I hurt you, just know that I tried.

And you know what? I´m gonna keep on trying, you know that I love this feeling, the cold iron through my heart, but it just keeps beating. This is the way you chose to tell me your plans, don´t complain if I try to force things, I guess it´s fine if you´re the one forcing your friendship on me.

You know what? I have my friends, they told me I´d feel this way, that I should just let you go, but I really like you, I just fucking like you, I can´t help it but I do, I just fucking like you. You can keep up pronouncing your friend speech on the phone, I´m gone, talk to the dial tone. I´m off by myself tonight, I hope you find all that you wanted and needed, ´cause you´re sure that I´m not it. I´m sorry if I hurt you, I loved you. Goodbye.

8. Bitter

Where do you get off? Asking me to think of you as someone I never had feelings for, and now I feel like I should gut myself from inside out so I never fall for you again. I feel I had enough, enough of your pitty, I think it´s time for me to make ammends.

I´m sure I can´t take anymore, hold my hands, I´m about to explode on you, I´ll stain your pretty face, I´ll wreck your hair-do. In about two seconds, you´ll lay in a pool of cigarrette smoke, holding my pierced lung in your hands you´ll just say: "Fuck it all".

I´m just here to taste the better bitterness of you. Now you tell me how this feels. Now you tell me how this feels.